| What is love to you? do you know? do you remember? An Ode of love |
[06 Apr 2006|08:09pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
silence |
] |
The happiest moment you can remember that included:
your mother
do you remember?
your father
can you remember?
your best friend
have you had one?
your faith
who do you rely on?
yourself
do you like yourself?
can you remember any of these things? are they important to you?
LOVE TO ME:
talking about nothing
singing at the top of your lungs
dancing like crazy
beleiving like the world will never end if you just hang on
thinking about your dreams
smiling until it hurts
laughing utnil you cry
feeling somthing stronger than you've ever felt before
being stupid and crazy
having the best conversations where nothing wrong can happen, where you dont remember anything the next day eccept that you laughed;that you were happy
what is love? being happier than you have before and praying to God that nothing will change...not for a long long time
I'm truthfully, really, very, happy....
|
|
| Beach retreat 2006 |
[26 Mar 2006|08:59pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sad |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
forever faithful |
] |
im so upset because im home and not at the beach with craig and micha and tim and britney and derek and everybody else i know there. i miss you guys so much and i cant wait until the next time i see you
BEACH RETREAT 2006 ROCKED HARDER THAN EVER!
~totally MAZing~
|
|
| 3.14 |
[14 Mar 2006|06:14pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 energetic |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Big Fish |
] |
Happy Freaking PIE Day!!!!
|
|
|
[11 Mar 2006|03:26pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
she wore an itsy bitsy teeny weenie yellow poka-dot... |
] |
alright, so i havent done much today, i went to my step-dad's chili cook off and yea, my mom and my sister ate so much chili i wanted to throw up! dont get my wrong, its not that i dont like chili, its just that i dont really like tomatos, and that much chili on a hot day...ewww!
so then we went to go drop my sister off at soccar, which the car ride over there was probably the best part of the day, becuase it was just the girls like it used to be in the car with the raido blaring and the windows down...and it was warm!
then i came home and put on my new yellow poka-dotted baithing suit and went and layed out around the pool deck...then i came inside and took a shower and now i have to do homework and clean my room because power point is over here again tomorrow....
last night was a lot of fun! i went to battle of the bands with taylor and met up with like, everybody...okay, so there were some people who didnt show up that siad they were going, but thats okay, i'll forgive them....this time...just kidding...
anyways, some of the bands were pretty good, and some of them werent, but it was a lot of fun just getting to hang out with some of my friends and stuff...
well, i guess im gonna go, hope yall are having as good a week as i am!
~♥~
|
|
|
[23 Feb 2006|09:48pm] |
perfect....
except for one small detail
~♥~
|
|
| sldfkjdioekd |
[29 Jan 2006|01:56pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 tired and kinda down |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
dashboard confessionals |
] |
okay, well, lj is really stupid now, and maybe it has something to do with the fact that im always really busy and dont even have time to get online or maybe its just because its stupid, who knows...
so this week started out like BAD! i got in trouble for my math grade and then it got better and better ending up with Craig comming and hanging out all day on thursday and me getting to skip school to drama compatition on friday and sat and then the pagent
im really kinda disappointed in myself because at compatition our dance got 3rd, and i half expected to get either 1st or 2nd, and those who did win were good, but they didnt have much talent, they were just emoted it more and used more dramatic means of dance, or, were more creative and that was really really really funny!
so right now its about 2 o'clock and im really tired and i just wanna go home, but im at my daddy's house...and i have lots of homework and chior tonight...48 days...
hope everybody has a good week...talk to ya'll monday...
~♥~
|
|
| ski trip |
[16 Jan 2006|12:55pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
drained |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
L is for the way you look at me...all weekend |
] |
wow, that trip was mostly FUN...
the car rides were fun, and the skiing was fun, and the swing downstiars was fun, and hanging out with various people were fun, and pigging out on junk food was fun, and being lazy was fun, and fighting about certian youth ministers wasnt so fun...but i guess we couldnt have avoided that one....some parts of the trip were awkward...but i dont guess i could have avoided that either...and right now im soooooooooooo tired that its hard to type...again, i guess unaviodable...
so im glad that i went, but on the other hand i missed something very important to me here, and so im not so glad that i missed that...maybe i'll be able to make up for it soon..
anyways, hope ya'll enjoyed your weekend as much as i did
~♥~
|
|
| yea... |
[11 Jan 2006|08:33pm] |
wow, today was a good day at school and all....
church was hilarious...props!
afterwards we went to brusters, which was cool cuz i was getting away from here and all the problems that "here" consists of...i felt myself comming out of the bubble ive been in for 3 days, but as soon as i opened the door to my house i got pushed back into it...
fun, but wierd...
2 days! only 2 more days!
~&hearst;~
p.s.
thanks for the prayers
|
|
|
[10 Jan 2006|08:21pm] |
yea, so excuse yesterday please, and if you see me in the hall and i look upset, yea im upset, but leave it at that...everything will be okay, i swear...eventually
my friends mom died, please keep her family in your prayers. she was an awesome lady, and its not fair to him...no questions please...the end...
anyways,
love you guys, thanks for the concern...
3 more days until the trip! wahoo! (tho i dont think we'll actually be able to ski)
~♥~
|
|
|
[09 Jan 2006|04:09pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
crying, shocked, mad...ect |
] |
DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
why him? why? God! he's a good kid, he's like my brother! WHY! what happened...i cant beleive this
its so unfair...its not right...
i cant beleive this...
we expected a cotastraphy soon w/ tony...but this...i...
|
|
| yay! |
[08 Jan 2006|07:31pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
give me the beat boys...yea that song |
] |
wow, this weekend has been some pretty crazy stuff man!
friday night i went bowling w/ daivd and patrick and breanna and justin, and he was a pretty cool kid let me tell you! (that was for the Thespy's so that they know my oppinion)
that was really really really really really really really really really really really really fun! oh, and DDR, me and breanna brought down the house! hahaha, NOT!
then on yesterday, david and patrick came over and we jumped on the trampoline for forever until my toes were almost frozen and then we watched part of willy wonka, and that was a fun day, cept for the last part...sorry kids! it really is my fault!
and finally, today, which was pretty sweet...haha...i dont think i've ever actually used that word before...sweet...haha...well, i went to church for the first time in a long time and it was fun because i missed it, and then i went home and played bass for a long long time until my fingers felt like they were gonna bleed, and then i went with my sister to walgreen's and then to church to see Rock Solid, which sounded M-A-Zing!!! oh my goodness, i cant wait until One Voice and Beach Retreat, its gonna be sooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! And then after that Power Point which was cool...
I CANT WAIT UNTIL NEXT WEEKEND!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! SKI TRIP! WINTER RETREAT!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
love you guys
~♥~
::EDIT::
ya know what the most annoying things in the world are? the lids to medicin, like the ones you have to push down and turn at the same time...i can NEVER get those open....
|
|
| wow.... |
[04 Jan 2006|07:17pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 lazy |
] |
wow...i didnt really do anything today
my step-dad has sergury on his sholder so he's been sleeping, which is good...
my mom was gone most of the day w/ my sister
i stayed in my pj's all day long, it was good, i needed that...in fact i stayed in my bed most of the day too which was cool. as soon as school starts tomorrow im gonna have no down time at all, and no sleeping late weekends until after the 3rd nine weeks, but im excited to be busy...i hope everything turns out as good as it seems it will...
i started(and finished) this lullaby (which is by my fav. author) today...it was really good, but i still like dreamland better....i only have 2 more of her books to read, but i think im gonna wait and reread the cronicals of narnia because i kinda forgot alot about them
our church winter retreat is in 2 weekends and im really excited because were going to skiing/snowboarding/snow tubing (dont know what the last one is) but im hoping we can shove jack in a closet or something, so that should be interesting...
see you guys tomorrow i guess
~♥~
|
|
| tonight... |
[03 Jan 2006|10:11pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
that fight song or whatever it is..it was playing in the car |
] |
man! i had a really really really fun night! fake stars, haha! hopefully again, soon!
yay
~♥~
::eDit::
i know this may come as a shock, so you might need to sit down, but my bestest friend in the whole world is my little sister because she is so totally cool and she rocks my freakin' socks! I love her!
|
|
| i've been updating alot recently, sorry! |
[30 Dec 2005|02:29pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
rain, again...well, it is my favorite song! |
] |
ive been updating alot, sorry...but this will be if for a while because im in an argument w/ one of my parental units and im tired of him/her and am planing on rebellion. the out come i already know probably wont be good...
also, i wanted to say Happy New Years to my friends. I have no complaints about this year, its been one of the worst i can remember, but its also been so much better than many other peoples have ever been. there are so many things this year that if i could, i would probably go back and change. but everything happened for a reason and regret is not found in my life, ever. I know that whatever happened this year God will take care of it, like he always does, and he'll take care of me...
i can already tell that this year is gonna be a hard one, but at least i'll have my friends there beside me. My sisters will be there too, because they are awesome. one thing i've learned this christmas season is that out of most anybody sisters are the ones that you can most count on. Whatever happens, they'll always be there for you. Im really sorry that i didnt find that out sooner, but it makes life so much easier now that i have that understanding.
yea, i saw it, and most of it is true, but i hope the talking part changes...i hope this year brings you more than you could have dreamed, and i hope that somehow things get put right, for both of us...distant plans still stand in my books....*bang*bang*
anyways, i'll talk to you kids later, give me a call sometime on my cell, cuz i cant be grounded from that, if you dont have the number ask around, somebody has it...i love you guys! Happy New Years!
~♥~
|
|
| Pecercellies...? i have no idea how to spell it, sorry! |
[29 Dec 2005|07:31pm] |
i saw shannon at dinner tonight, he looked very official in his kakiis and apron! other than that today was a very uneventful day...tomorrow should be better...
my mom pointed out that this will be my very last lazy break! daddy opens his store in january and i start working (come and visit me sometime! its between academy and publix at lee branch!)
watching a movie, and though i've heard this all my life, it got to me, "you've got your entire life ahead of you, a big future, dont worry so much"...i used to be so optomistic, i never worried about anything, and i always saw the good, and latley thats been screwed over...its time to get back to that me, i enjoy that me better...laughing and smiling and seeing the good...i cant wait!
"next year, SAT is gonna stand for Stoned and Toasted!" great line!
anyways, here are some holiday pictures!
enjoy!
( Happy Birthday Jesus! )
|
|
|
[29 Dec 2005|04:39pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 indifferent |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
gilmore...duh! |
] |
i have to quit thinking, i cant wait till school starts back, this break is just messing my mind up...
i love my sister, and my mom...!
thanks ashley, your totally awesome and 100% helpful!
yea! go Temprary Status, or whatever it was!
haha, ggggggggggeeeeeerrrrraaattttttteeeeeee fun!
~♥~
|
|
| MAN OH MAN! (anybody else notice how much i used that?) |
[25 Dec 2005|09:57pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 contemplative |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
have a holly jolly christmas! |
] |
Man oh man! it was a gooooooooooooooooooooood christmas in my house today!
I got an awesome new bass amp and an awesome new strap and im getting my new cell tomorrow (i get to pick it out!) and i got this M-A-zing new jacket and LOOOTS of money so im not broke any more and lots and lots and lots of cool stuff!
Although I got all this cool stuff today, what I liked most was who i got to hang out with. Me and Staci, by some merical, got along and hung out like all day! i also got to actually hang out with my daddy and not just be in the same house. i hung out with my mom and thats always fun, and i also got to hang out with David, which is always fun. So all in all what made today a good day was the people.
I also want to say (and i know there have been enough rants about this) Happy Birthday to Jesus. Without him I wouldnt have any of these presents or any of these people or anything at all. God sent his son for me, and yes, for everybody else, but he had me in mind. His son was to later die on the cross for me, that was why he was sent, but man, without his birth, there would be no cross and no redemption and no salvation, and no eternity in heaven.
Thankyou Jesus, Happy Birhtday!
Merry Christmas you guys!
goodnight you
goodnight my someone
goodnight all
~♥~
|
|
| Merry Chirstmas |
[24 Dec 2005|08:32pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
happy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
happy birthday |
] |
today was awesome! on the way back from my mawmaw's we sang christmas carols like we do every year on the way home, but this year was diffrent, all i could think about was how lucky i am to have my awesome mom and great sister.
i did pretty well with my dance at church i guess, a load of stress off thats for sure, after some people told me that i made them cry, which i guess made me feel good knowing that i had touched somebody in that way!
anyways, merry Christmas...please member the reason for the season, not just the presents!
Happy Birthday Jesus!
~♥~
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
ivegiventoomuch's journal
bored